I haven't stopped....

I've been asked by a number of folks if I have stopped blogging... and my answer is no.... I've just been so overwhelmed with grad school and really just feel empty. GOD seems to have been pretty quiet since my return from Korea..... as well as going through two big heart aches.... I just haven't had anything good or encouraging to write about.... don't get me wrong there have been little moments and times when GOD has spoken and moved.... it's just the yucky out weighs those.... and I just don't want to write then.... I've been praying for GOD to fill my heart again and that I begin to be Me again.... that I am full of life, love, and most importantly laughter... it has been way to long. Actually this morning at church an old friend said hello and then leaned in again to say that was were he was suppose to see a Kimie smile.... I was great before that.... though it moved my heart.... it has left me longing and sad the rest of the day....I knew what he meant and I want the same thing.... Kimie's smile again.... that life, love, and laughter.... all in time.... what I do know is that GOD has a plan and that I am fully known by HIM and that HE also loves me fully and I have no fear of rejection by HIM.... do I really need anything more than that.... at times yes....I'll be back soon I promise.... I'm reading a great book that is GOD's perfect timing for me.... I'm coming alive in HIM again.... this desert is almost through.... so Praise HIM for that.... I do love HIM with all my heart.... so at the moment Trusting, Waiting, Hoping, and Loving HIM.....