I can't believe how it felt after giving my resignation. It was as if chains fell off. I felt a weight be lifted off my shoulders. So though it was a hard decision to make it felt like a confirmation from GOD that I was doing the right thing. My heart, my soul, my spirit feels so different already.
I have also had a number of little blessings come my way since Sunday, when I decided to make this move. There is this peace that I haven't felt in a long time and this sense of freedom.
The hardest part by far will be saying good bye to my six students. My prayers and thoughts are for their precious hearts right now. I know GOD has them in the palm of HIS Hand and that HE is in control. HE will take care of them and use this situation for HIS good in their lives as well.
This started as my online journal of the journey GOD was taking me on to teach in Seoul, South Korea and now continues with where HE is leading me after there. My goal in life is to have my life reflect Christ, sometimes without ever even having to say a word. After all, the best gift we have to share is who HE has created us to be.
"Lord... give me the gift of faith to be renewed and shared with others each day. Teach me to live this moment only, looking neither to the past with regret, nor the future with apprehension. Let love be my aim and my life a prayer." ~Roseann Alexander-Isham
4 comments:
The kids will definitely be disappointed. That is the consequence of all the actions that have taken place. You have loved them and tried to give them your best, but others have placed you in a position of not being able to love with your God-given capacity.
Good. I'm sure that was hard. I'll pray for God's clear leading for you. Glad the chains are falling off.
God is giving you plenty reminders of Him. I think you needed to quit because you were not able to receive His blessings as you stated. Now He is everywhere (as He was before).
I got a chance to go back and read through your blogs today. I'm home with a sick child from church. My heart goes out to you and what you are going through. I trust that the Lord will remain close to you and guide you through this season of your life. Much love and prayer.
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