Ready?

I've been thinking about this the past couple of days as I was remind of it for some reason.... a very good friend sent it to me back in the summer of 2003:

You may have seen this before. I have but it's been a while.

Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone...to have a deep soul relationship with another...to be loved thoroughly and exclusive. But God to a Christian says NO, not until you are satisfied,fulfilled and content with being loved by me alone...with giving yourself totally and unreservedly to me...to having an intensively personal and unique relationship with me alone, discovering that only in me is your satisfaction to be found and only then will you be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you.

I want you to stop planning, stop wishing and allow me to give you the mostthrilling plan existing... one that you cannot imagine. I want you to have the best, Please allow me to bring it to you. You just keep experiencing the satisfaction that I AM. Keep listening and learning the things I tell you. You must wait. That's all. My timing is perfect for you.

Don't be anxious, don't worry. Don't look around at the things others have gotten or what I've given them. Don't look at the things you think you want. You just keep looking off and away up at me, or you'll miss what I have to show you.

And then, when you are ready, I'll surprise you with a love far more wonderful than anything you would dream of. You see, until you are ready and until the one I have for you is ready (I am working even at this moment to have both of you ready at the same time). Until you are both satisfied exclusively with me and the life I prepared for you, you won't be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship
with me, and is thus perfect love.

And dear one, I want you to have this most wonderful love. I want you to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with me. I AM EL SHADI (Most loving and almighty). Believe and be satisfied.

'For I know the plan I have for you declares the Lord
Plans to give you hope and a future...
You will seek me and find me
when you seek me with all your heart.'
JEREMIAH 29:11,13

'Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight.'
Proverbs 3:5-6

I have fallen again Kimie. Time to start over. I miss the fellowship and love I once had with Him. I wish I had half your strength.