This morning God spoke in His usual way to me, by repeating or connecting something. In staff devotions we read the same scripture that was used in church yesterday. Ephesians 6:1-9, today was the emphasis of verse 7 "Serve whole-heartedly, as if you were serving the Lord, not men,"
Before that I read some emails from friends and I think maybe some have gotten the wrong impression that I am disappointed that I came. I am not disappointed at all that I came to Korea. Matter of fact I am very excited about being here and all that God has in store for me. The hardest part is being someone who loves community, who loves being connected to others and knowing here that will all come in time. But mostly, I have felt very disconnected from those I left back in the States, that has been the disappointment I think others were sensing, but not about coming.
Interesting again was that another teacher, Wilson, shared a card during devotions that her son sent. I felt in my heart that God was speaking to me about being connected. The card said:
There's a reason why
birds fly in flocks,
flowers grow in bunches,
lions live in prides,
and whales swim in pods.
There's an interconnectedness
to all of nature,
from the tiniest of organisms
to the entire human race...
a need to know
we're not alone,
and a desire to reach out
and let others know
they're in our thoughts....
like you are in mine.
I am glad Wilson shared this with us. I know it was from God and touched my heart. I just feel disconnected because I miss and care for everyone so much.
Later today, I received another email where a friend shared this; The sermon today was on the rhythm of life (to everything there is a season...) and Sabbath. The message was that work and Sabbath have to go together for one without the other makes the other one less significant. Just made me think about the title again- CONNECTEDNESS.
2 comments:
Hi Kimberly,
You don't know me but I became aware of you and your blog through EHarmony after I was matched with you. I just wanted to say that after reading through all of your online journal entries, I was very impressed with your candid thoughts and your frustrations as well as your hopes. I've found that your sharing of your experiences has been a motivating and inspiring revelation for me. My doubts about whether things would work out in the end with faith in God and perseverance sometimes has wavered, but your story has given me new conviction that with God, all things are possible. Let me encourage you to continue to follow God with all your heart and mind as you are doing a wonderful thing that will matter for eternity. I've also no doubt that by serving God and doing His will, you will gain the desires of your heart. God bless you and I'll pray for you and your mission.
Much peace,
Patrick Davis
Hi Kim!
It is almost 11:30 pm and thought I'd type a quick note to let you know I am thinking of you.
You are a strong girl (woman) and though it may seem at times a curve ball is being thrown your way, you will soon catch it and fit right in to the community that is right for you. Hang in there and embrace this amazing experience. It will definitely be self rewarding.
Despite the moments of loneliness or feeling of not being connected to a familiar community, you sound as though your experience in Korea thus far is positive. This is a thrilling new adventure for you and the experience will be rewarding.
I hope all is well and that you enjoy each and every day. Also, I'd like you to know that I enjoy your blog site.
More later...........take care........Bec
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