It is in moments like these that I don't like being single and wish I had a man in my life. I have three little problems that need to be fixed around my condo, but can't do it without the help of some man's arms.
Normally this would be when you would call upon one of the male single friends you have in your life.... Funny thing is all of mine have disappeared... probably has nothing to due with the fact that they all have girlfriends at the moment... :) Or conveniently have the excuse that they live in another state, but would help me if they were here.
I just feel like there is no one to call upon to help right now in my life. I have some married friends who are male, but they have their own wives and families to take care of.
This is also when I miss not having my Daddy closer or even one of my brothers... they'd be here in a heart beat. Heck the last time my little brother, Kyle, was here staying because of business he ended up fixing my dryer and stuff with the dog I was fostering, Kong, at the time.
Makes me think about the time in college when my Dad and he drove two hours to help me with my car. Mostly because I couldn't fix what I thought was wrong with it and then I also knew more about what was wrong with it than the boys who lived across the hall.... a lot of help they were.
Oh yes, the same things will always happen.... I'll end up finding a way to fix it myself, but it will take about three times as long and I'll shed many a tear doing it crying out to GOD. I promise I won't call my Dad and cry on his shoulder... it just isn't fair to him anymore. After all I am "40" now.
Yep, it is in times like this that I hate being single more than anything else, but is it also times likes this that I hate men as well.... GRRR!!!!
This started as my online journal of the journey GOD was taking me on to teach in Seoul, South Korea and now continues with where HE is leading me after there. My goal in life is to have my life reflect Christ, sometimes without ever even having to say a word. After all, the best gift we have to share is who HE has created us to be.
"Lord... give me the gift of faith to be renewed and shared with others each day. Teach me to live this moment only, looking neither to the past with regret, nor the future with apprehension. Let love be my aim and my life a prayer." ~Roseann Alexander-Isham
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